Selasa, 15 November 2016

THERE WERE WAR IN MY HEAD

Recently I really enjoy netflix-ing, from one movie to another, from one tv series to another. Lately I've been watching REIGN, tv series about Scotland and France Kingdom. I personally love the life of the royal, everything about King, Queen, Princes, and Princesses are so adorable and magnificent.


I love the British accent in the series, it makes them so graceful, everything that speak out from their mouth is very thoughtful and careful. To show their anger but in elegant way without make them look threatened. To choose the right words as a strategy to conquer other people, to hide the sadness not to make them look weak in front of people. I adore how they solve their problem with dignity. I might be a little jealous to see that they can speak and thinking fast. I adore their braveness, when people talking bad in front of my face, there were always war in my head about what I should response, I might be just shut my mouth, neither because I am noble-ish or kind, it is only because I don't really care about what people say...

The issue in REIGN is also about love story about the Scotland Queen and France Prince, who always put their countries first. The Queen might sacrifice her love for her country. She's the one that makes love more complicated, but interesting. This tricky and mutual romance makes this series unpredictable and makes me can't stop watching it. 

Jumat, 11 November 2016

Be sane in the world full of crap

In this point of my life I am feeling like I don't fit in with the world. It's like I should go to the other side of the world where I should live my life or do I need to build my own world ?

I was thinking I was one of the brightest, one that conquer the universe but all I think now the others were just darker than me. I used to think I was strong but the others were just too weak. And right now in the other dimension of time, I am just dust.

I tried to make things right but it get worse, everything I do are wrong and people just taking pity of me like I am stupid. I am not stupid, I am just not into details. I just care about making money, I don't think it is necessary to have great status so everyone will down on my knees, I really don't care about that. I just need the quiet life without deep thinking of tomorrow.

Cursing is one of my new favorite. Whenever I can't talk to people about what I feel, I just curse. I know it's just silly but I don't think God's mind, well I don't know if God's mind. May be it's just my way to be patient, to curse in my brain, not yelling like a crazy person.

Lately it's just harder to be sane in the world full of crap. I keep thinking what I should do to make things right, I don't wanna be slave for another slave herself but I do my best to be paid now before every hard work paid me back someday. I'd rather be just good girl outside and devil in mind, because I don't quit easily, I plan everything to be fall into places and I'm still waiting for that moment... 

 

Senin, 10 Oktober 2016

ALIVE STAR & ALIVE MUSEUM ANCOL (8 OCT 2016)

October full of wedding invitation, entah kenapa para couple suka banget bikin wedding di akhir-akhir tahun, mungkin karena jauh dari musim hujan. So... di tgl 8 Oktober 2016, we (me and bf) got the wedding invitation from our dear friends in Discovery Hotel, Ancol.

Di sela-sela kesibukan kondangan yang membuat kita ga punya waktu ngedate, we visited museum ala Maddame Tussaud which called Alive Star in Ancol and also one place with 3D art in it called Alive Museum. This is my birthday present for my dear bf (though I was more excited to be there... :D). Beli voucher Groupon combo untuk 2 museum itu dengan HTM Rp. 130.000,-/orang

Jumat, 26 Februari 2016

MAKHLUK TUHAN PALING SEMPURNA (SARCASM)

Huff...

Huff..

Huff...

Hidup koq ga bisa ya tenang2 ajah ?
Selesai 1 masalah, dateng lagi masalah baru. Malahan masalah kayak dateng bertubi2. Mungkin lebay kedengerannya. But you have to know, I live with a lot of anger and dissapointment inside.

Mungkin orang - orang di sekitar gw semuanya merasa jadi Makhluk Tuhan Paling Sempurna, which I never care actually. But when they feel like they need to change me to be like them, my life is like HELL.

Where can I find my freedom ?

If life wasn't about money, maybe I am now not sitting at bed now. May be would be in other side of the world.

Mungkin gw bego kali ya and I can't do anything about that. 
I'm a person who never trully love anything, May be I'm selfish, I can't accept critic. I really don't think people should care everything I do with my life, 

STOP YELLING AT ME TO CHANGE coz I don't think it ever work....
I'm not perfect and I don't wanna be

I'm stuck with hypocrite people who think that he's so perfect that he can change me and also one woman that maybe someday will get karma for what she's done and I would be lucky if I can watch it.... 

Jumat, 01 Januari 2016

NEW YEAR COME WITH NEW RESOLUTIONS

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2016 

Year 2015 is the most wonderful year all time, I can say my life is so great that I don't know what more to ask. Too many wonderful memories, too many things to be grateful. Those are the highlights :


Those happy times make me so thankful for having a lot of good friends, officemates, family and boyfriend. I really hope 2016 will be better and I believe there are many things to achieve. So, these are my 2016 resolutions : (WITH REVIEW A YEAR LATER)

1.  TAKING A BREVET CLASS  X AT THE END OF THE DAY, I DON'T THINK IT'S NECESSARY :P
2.  FINDING WAYS TO GET MORE MONEY √  HAPPENED A BIT
3.  SAVING MORE MONEY AND GAMBLING WITH INVESTATION 
4.  HAVING MORE TIME WITH FRIENDS √  YA MAY BE 
5.  GETTING HEALTHY AND LOSE WEIGHT X NOT REALLY
6.  GETTING ORGANIZED  A BIT IMPROVEMENT, I GUESS
7.  DO MORE FOR MY FAMILY  NOT ME TO ASSUME
8.  CAREFUL IN EVERY THING THAT I DO AND IN MAKING DECISION √ YA MAY BE

Those are the plans that I has to do in 2016. I wish I can achieve them all and I can be a better human in this year.

Thank you 2015, welcome 2016


Love, 

ANGEL