The only thing I really want is lost, it's even harder when I don't know why. Just give me a reason to hate you coz I can't. So now I'm seeking something to do to keep you away from my heart and mind, to let you go and be happy without you. You are the reason I'm trying to be a great woman, a beautiful one because you probably can love me back. I want you to see me, love me like I'm the only one. I hate not hearing from you, I hate you don't ask my day. I hate why I care too much of you and it's really sucks that I can't handle it.
Like a dark grey sky my heart is screaming without anyone know because losing my love is trully hurt and I'm afraid if I speak up it will be worse, to lose a friend and to be ignored like I'm no one.