Life was never been so exquisite for a second, on the next second it felt like hell. It might be wrong to be too happy coz hard things would follow then. Some because of my own fault, some was not.
I've never been a big fan of details and it's my huge problem in working. I really wanna make things better, like I don't wanna give up quickly. I love what I've done, but sometimes I have to give up something that I love for something better.
Hopefully that was just bad day, not because I'm not good enough. At least, I want to get one year experience in order to improve myself. I believe God's plan will be beautiful and on the right time, I will be tough and laugh about all the things I've done wrong before.
Whatever people say about me, I will always remember to hold my pride and put my chin up ! :)