I'm Scared, God

Dear God,

It's been so long since I feel this insecurity in life. Suddenly got my world full of doubt, I'm not that sure again about my future. I'm so scared of everything I've ever chosen, is it right or is it not that right ? I'm scared, God. Will I be happy or will I always trying hard to be happy? Will I do it anyhow or do I have to make changes?

Dear God please help me. I don't know what I want, I don't know what my future might offer. I'm scared. Everything is getting ruined and I don't know what to do...

I wanna fight for this, showing my loyalty and I'm not gonna give up for it...

I'm scared, God but I choose to be strong instead...