My life wasn't a fairy tale

Maybe I'm leaving a life behind but I'm too relieve to grieve. I'm not gonna say I'm not sad with this goodbye, but I know for sure it's a lot to be thankful for. I might be young, reckless and stubborn, but I have no regrets for it coz I've been stepping on this stone quite long and I know now it's time to fly away and reach the sky.

Eventhough it was not a dream, for the couple months I wish it was. For some reasons, I feel different and alone. I'm not those kinds of people who talked sh*t and pretending I don't.Yet, I don't judge people by their clothes coz I don't really care and your taste doesn't always best for somebody elses. Who are you to judge? Maybe it's new different culture I wish I can be used to it, but till now I never really understand.

On the same way, I learnt not to trust, not to be proud, and to speak louder for myself because we don't know who will make your bad days worst. It's exhausted to be in drama when my intention is just working and getting paid.

But then I found my real friends, ones who felt the same way and build a wall to protect the heart we still have....