That's how I describe my life now. I am a single lady in a big world full of choices, though I don't really see a right one. It's me who always afraid making another mistake, mistake 'bout love that has hurt me a lot.
If I could choose, I wanna be that Sleeping Beauty, who was not doing much thinking then wake up with a guy to marry. That simple (beginning of) happy ending !
I might be need some confidence to make a step, but I don't have any. It's not like I don't have guys to choose, but waiting for the hard one is my choice. I'm tired of 'easy come, easy go' thing and I choose to think that I deserve to have long lasting love.
Not like the movies, that's how it should be. Pretty hard to see everyone with their couple and I don't even know how to start a new one. How to get someone and make sure he's the one? Just keep running away and stop trying they don't work out as I thought. I was clearly scare to be hurt again. I scare to love too much and I choose to make a step back slowly so the wound won't be that deep.
But after all still
I'm all alone and I need you now :(
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